Wow. I am definently NOT even beginning to get to the point where it might get a little easier…not even close! It is hard times right now. Using up lots of strength…lots. Although I realize this, I need to think of ways where I don’t need to use so much sheer willpower and thus strength to get through a single day on top. I need to try and make it easier…even a little bit, on myself. This would help immensely.

On a side note, I do wonder if and when my enemy will begin to tire? Before or after me? Interesting thought, but no one to dwell on. Focusing on my self and not the enemy is the key.

Not that hero’s don’t win wars, but you shouldn’t try to be a hero…I believe it kind of just happens. Someone is in a set of circumstances that most people would come out of known as a “hero”. More reliant on the circumstances than the person; not to say that people wouldn’t react differently.

I need to attack my enemy intelligently and strategically. No hero stuff. Just straight forward BATTLE. Simple as that.

I am heading in to the first weekend of this war. Where my environment will change from the day job, to a weekend full of free time. I will most likely engage my enemy more this weekend than all week! I am conciouse of this an prepared for battle. This weekend will serve as just another small battle in this much greater WAR. Shall we call it “the battle of the first weekend”? Very catchy! Hah. I’m sticking to it.

Day 4 of war.