This has been the by far the biggest challenge of my life. It has been a part of my life for around 12 years…which at the age of 24 is around half my life. Some years have been controlled by this demon more than others, but all these years he has been there. I hate him. I truly do. He is so evil he is able to take on the face of a friend who has my best interest in mind. After all this time, there is one thing I know for sure: HE DOES NOT HAVE MY BEST INTEREST IN MIND. He is a bastard and he needs to die. By dying he will no longer be a part of my life. I have given too much of my life to him…missing out on who knows how many great opportunities.

It is never to late to change the course of ones life, so today, right now…NOT TOMORROW (as I always say)…I am making a change. Look out…this could get a little crazy. If any one should look out it is this demon; he is in for some serious shit. That shit is my will power, the one major weakness to my being throughout my entire life. This will be the greatest test of all time….and that title does not even do it justice. This will be a journey…but a journey I am willing to take. Even know I am doubting my self and starting to justify this demon.

Bottom line: he is a demon, and has interfered with my life for the last time. I hate him.

Goodbye demon, thank you for teaching me so much about my self. Now I will use it to strengthen my self.

When I make it through this challenge and return to reality and real life, I will be unstoppable. The strength and willpower it will take to make it through this will be astronomical….once I am that strong, there is not much that can stand in my way.

Lets do it brah.

Day 1 begins.