I can’t believe that it has been almost a week since I have made a post! I guess that is a sign that I have been SUPER busy lately. That is fine and dandy, but I wish I could have more time to write a post here and there on this new blog. I find it to be quite the therapeutic tool for myself. So here I am on Wednesday, getting ready to leave one job and head off to the other for the rest of the night.
One thing that has been bugging me, or I should say one thing that I have been LETTING bug me is: gurls. They have been on my mind much more than usual lately, because I feel I am at a kind of crossroad where I need to decide where I want to go with my life. More importantly I need to decide what kind of relationship(s) I want to have with them (gurlies). I definitely don’t want to go back to ‘the old me’ but that is the guy I have always known. So where do I go? That has been the source of my never ending thoughts lately. That and the fact that: guessing is missing. So just constantly sitting around thinking about gurls and all the different situations I could be in may not be the best thing. Too much of one thing is never good. Right?
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I have the same problem with boys. I know I don't have time to really be serious about one at this point in my life. But I hate the unfulfilling feeling I got from "the old me", being all over the place. I just want someone who I can spend time with who, I guess would be more of a friend that I can shag who wont disrespect me. I don't know if that exists. We're young. We have time, you have more time than I. Soon all the guys my age will be going after girls 5 years younger than me.
I love your description: “…a friend that I can shag who wont disrespect me.” That’s frigin’ great. You have just verbalized what I too am looking for! I just have never been able to put it into words before and there it is, you did it. Thanks. Heh.
Also, I don’t know how spot on you could be about the ‘me having more time than you’ thing. I think it is all relative, and would be safe to say that those are not the guys you would want to be with anyway. Right? This might sound dumb, but who wants to be with someone (dude rockin’ the cradle) who does not want to be with them (‘soon to be you’)?
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